from: Ana Vitória Loureiro do Rosário at anavitorialdr@gmail.com
to: Emmeline Odenkirk III at emmelineodenkirk@gmail.com

topic: RE: I just fucking can't anymore

listen. if there's one thing that being trans taught me, it would be that it's normal to doubt yourself, especially when you're making something new out of yourself. I'm not going to tell you that I think it's fine that you made up this elaborate lie about what your life used to be like because I'd be lying to you, but you did what you thought you had to do. I understand that.

and I've never known you as anyone other than Emmeline. as long as you want to be Emmeline, you'll be Emmeline to me, and I know that Izzy would be the same if they knew. I don't want you to give up. I don't want you to leave. and God be my witness, I'll make sure I'll do my best to help you stay here with us.

wanna call me? we can talk about it. also, Izzy wonders why you're not in the doc anymore. I'm just gonna make a new one so you don't have to look at that comment, okay? love you, hope to hear you later